Monday, January 11, 2010

The trip to nowhere

I switched on the fan, closing my door, lying on my bed ... i felt exhausted... I felt the tired, the defeat. I closed my eyes tight and i saw darkness, empty and nothing... i closed my ears with my fingers and heard nothing... not even the silence... i felt am out of the world... the world without light, sound and full of nothing... i traveled through it for sometime... enjoying nothing... i gave up and return when i felt that bored... my fingers out of my ears and my eyes opened slowly...
i saw the ceiling fan running at same speed, fast, making sounds like, yeah like fan... i haven't heard the sound anywhere else!... i looked at it till i get bored and i heard nothing except the sound of fan... yeah... everything else were silent!! I moved my eye lids to look at my window... i saw the curtain dancing... dancing for the silence?! but they were beautiful... and the sunlight through the window played hide and seek and the curtain continued dancing... i don't know when... my eyes closed, they made their decision, my ears stopped listening to the surrounding, even to the silence... again i traveled through a dark world, am not sure... may be empty world in black color without any sounds... i felt the peace, satisfaction... i enjoyed the trip... till am back from my sleep... "sleeping"... the best gift

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Welcome 2010

The last day of the year, 2009.
The Table calender on my side table says...


"Everything will be okay in the end. If it is not okay, then it is not the end"!!!


This is not the right end for my year, but time waits for who?!. The year is ending today.
Okay okay, let me be positive... The YEAR is STARTING tomorrow.
I wish 2010 should be a positive year and i should enjoy every minutes given by The Almighty. And about resolution, huff! the list will be long enough. The one tops the list is to stop expecting and next in the list are to be positive every minute and to spend maximum of my time alone to know me more... the list continues...
OOPS!!! Am i EXPECTING a change in me?! well, am still in the last day of the year... so i can expect today but not from tomorrow. Yeah, i won't from tomorrow.

so everyone...
Wish u HAPPY NEW YEAR, Enjoy the year... every minute... time waits for none :)

Hey buddies, check out the blog post (Sailor of light) of my friend. u will love it for sure...

http://anujnawrites.wordpress.com/2009/12/30/sailors-of-light/





Sunday, November 29, 2009

Faith


He and She entered the church with more faith than ever in their life. They are in love for long time but that was the first time they prayed together in church with more hope, more faith, more love and more fear.
Kneeling, folding the hands and closing the eyes she started to talk to Jesus... "Jesus! Thanks for everything that You did for me, Thanks for carrying my sins and sorry too. Guard me from evil and direct me to happiness...
Bless my parents and elders, ... thus the list of requests started and .. and.. and.. continued...
everyone should be happy and bless them for the same... and continued... my love who is near me, I love him more, bless us to be together all through the life, with more love, more care, more faith and more happiness... Answer his prayers too... Amen".

Kneeling, folding his hands and closing the eyes he started to pray... " Dear Lord! the girl with me, I love her more than my life, Make her wishes come true, answer her prayers... that is all i need... Amen"... He finished his prayer in short and opened his eyes like a new man and started to enjoy the beauty of his girl praying to God, under the beam of sun rays than passed through the aisle windows, that makes scene of God blessing her... He enjoyed seeing her lips whispering the prayer in the yellow hue from the hundreds of candles which glowed the faith of caring and loving hearts.

PS. I never prayed to God with whole the heart. I know my mom pray for me and for everyone. Its always She who caries he in herself, she know what he wants.

And thanks Nisha for the picture from ur photography album :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Yippee... a black, sexy, sleek...

The 12th day of every november is the start of the new year for me. My 25th birthday, is now a memorable day ever in my life with a bunch of surprises ... i can say, the 12th day of nov 2009 came as the end for my long waiting(s), it answered many of my questions.
The special cake, the special gifts( of course its surprise! too), blessings from families, mobile beeping whole the day with wishes from friends, calls singing wishes ( am sure, this is my first birthday with loads and loads of wishes into my bag), and memorable dinner,...... each and every minutes on this birthday had something new to me. Thanks to everyone who made my day a surprise, sweet, memorable, lovable... etc etc...
I have something to add in the list above... thats Guitar!!!
woww!, i have my very own guitar... a black, sexy, sleek.... i was waiting to hold u for very long time... it happened... and it is not a dream now :)
This is my wish from my schooling days to play a guitar. To feel the strings, to have marks in my fingers, to create my own music and to feel it...
Well, soon u all have to close ur ears. yes! i will be composing my own music... i will remix nenjukul peithidum... lolz...
Am happy about the guitar and i planned to use it well... twoinggg!!

P.S: I don't play guitar as of now. Just started learning...

love,
danny.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Mail memories...


I have a strong bond with post office... i have spent most of my childhood days in the post office in my town... Watching postmen collecting the post from the boxes, people walking with small bags with stamped covers, red walls with patches of sticky gum pastes, posters of many money saving plans on walls, stamping sounds, sound of creeching old fans, Post master with heavy dark framed spectacle, covers and forms all over the cabins... Have watched most of the Indian cricket matches in the tv room there, it is the place where i started loving Ganguly's game, also the reason for my very basic GK - the reading room in the office with dozens of daily newspapers...

Golden days...

I mailed some of my friends to share their idea and moment of their last hand written snail mail (postel letter) to someone...

scroll down for the replies...

from

Preethi -
.....hmm.......well..the last snail mail i wrote was about a decade back!!!
i was trying to keep in touch with a brotherly friend of mine...that time i did not own my computer...he was a very sweet and caring person and i simply couldnt let go off him.....but after 3-4 years of our letters he got relocated and i lost touch with him....i miss him!... :(

Nisha -
well, i gues it was 2 years bck, just before my cousin sister got married, with whom i ws in constant touch through letters.
she had promised me to keep writing to me even after her marriage, but it never happened.
n so it was the last,unfortunately :)

Gowtham -
Hey,
1. the last time i wrote a mail was in 10th grade. I was in a boarding school then no no mobile phones are allowed.... Calling to school land line was worse than sun Music line....
2. The Funny thing is nobody is used to writing letters in my home. No there was no letters initially which made me frustrated because all my room mates will get letters often and we all discuss whats all happening in each others home but i would have no info and no clue whats happening back there. So my plan was to get more letters so i wrote a very Sentimental Mail back home from then on letters came pouring..funny thing even my Maid and neighbors wrote to me....

Vibhu -
The last i wrote a letter was to my father ....well i had a big issue of my handwriting being the worst and my father realized the only possible way to improve it was through continuous practice so i started to write letters since he resided in another country it was long letters which i used to send him .The contents of which consisted mainly just my days life and the exciting times i have had etc etc.
Well this did not help me much ...But once i joined my Architecture course i realized handwriting did have its role.I Improved a lot and i had written a quick one page letter bored in my class to my dad.Well to say he was impressed on the change i had in my writing and of course till date he makes sure it remains the same though the reach of emails and internet in general has become so easy to all of us guess post offices stay dud now days

Viyasakar -
my last letter was to my mother when i was in 2 nd year .the funniest part if the letter is ..to address and from address have the same name ..thts how our school trained us know . still i have the reply letter from my mom for the same .

Angeline -
I guess i wrote a letter to my Grandpa before a decade plus in my school days when my mom scolded me... sweet grandpa still carries that letter in his shirt pocket :)

And finally my experience...
My dad wrote a letter to me before 6 months asking me to apply for job in foreign companies. His long time wish is to see me working in other countries. I have that letter still in my dairy... Letter is one of the best medium between me and my dad since i came far from my family for my studies...

Snail mail always caries a sweet memories, care and love with it like we all experienced above. Every mail will have its own story to tell... Most of it will be treasure in the future...
The fast moving life has changed it into email and sms... Its hard to see the red post box in the town or city now a days... I remember the cards that i posted, greeting relatives and friends in the X-mas and festive times... It all changed to a simple forwarded SMS...

Y don't we greet our close persons with snail mail or greeting cards... at least for their birthdays... It may tell a sweet memorable story in our future!!!

love,
danny.