and in my dream... again...

I had a dream, the dream full of dreams…

Those dreams packed with past and wrapped with future,

So soft as ur hand, so warm as your heart…

Colored like rainbow, that smelled like lavender!

I traveled back to my past, to reach the start...

It started from the end and I grew too young!

I slept until noon, catching up more toons...

My pen changed to bat... my mouse vanished to ball...

I had nothing to worry, also nothing to hurry!

I just had no aim and just played game...

No date for submission and had no mission!

No boss, no job, no target, no tax, no slavery...

I ran along the green field, i smelt the cricket field!

I climbed to the little mount, i saw the heavenly ground...

The warmth of the water in the pond,

Those quick snaps clicked by clouds and

the smell of rain before every fever!

The primary school crush and secondary school love :P

Though i lost, many supports never lost...

The hands held me then, to make me win!

No architecture and no plan, the future plan!

Now, everything behind me,,,

just memories with me,

I closed my eyes to deep sleep...

Again, those dreams flied out in my dreams...

until my alarm hit my sleep...

Am growing old!

Few lines those ran into my thoughts when i was heading back home from office in train…And i didn’t try this as a poem too…
just few lines…

Again, thanks Nisha for the picture.

Then and now ...

One fine day!
when Shah Jahan was in deep thought to build Taj Mahal for his Wife Mumtaz…

Strong, well build, good hearted Selvan entered the Gateway of Madurai, the capital city of Pandiyan dynasty with more hope of winning his first trade in his life.

Another fine day!
When Indians were busy voting for Taj mahal in internet to hold its position in World wonder…

Karthick reached Chennai Egmore railway station with great hope of winning his life. He got placed in well known software office at OMR in Chennai. His mannerism resembled the young hero in the latest hit flick of the city.

After a weak time! Selvan was doing good in his business and he wanted a break for a day to relax from his business. He went to a watch a stage drama, all about Ramayana which is very rare to see in his village. And there he fell in love with Seetha, who was named Malar out of the theatre… her real name. As like her name says, she can be compared to all beautiful, fresh, soft and pure flowers.

Karthick did well in his job. All because of his dedication and hard work he moved close with his higher authorities of the department. And he got chance to hit the party thrown by the client of his company where he met the girl Shakthi, the fair, beautiful, average height, smiley girl and he fall in love with her at first sight. He didn’t miss to see her dimple when she smiled, which added extra beauty to her.

Selvan became the regular visitor to the show. No matter how many times he watched the show, anyways who will feel bored to watch his love! … slowly, he got a place in Malar’s heart. she too fall in love with Selvan. He proposed her by the unknown words from his eyes and she readily accepted him. They shared many words from eyes, all the days, everyday! Everything was smooth and fine and all smiles…until…

Karthick found her details in office data… soon he became her bus friend, they started traveling together in the company bus when they worked in same shift. They both liked each other and Karthick was already in love with her. They became friends in mail, all social networks, of course… they shared their mobile numbers. They were busy chatting either in internet or in mobile. They knew each other well now… and then it happened!

Selvan and Malar met for the first time… but to depart. Selvan promised her with tears in his eyes, that he will settle soon in his business and marry her in next winter, almost a year later. Malar, with hope and sad heart send him to his village and promised him to wait till he returns… days rolled on.. on and on… she waited all day in her door step and Selvan worked to achieve his aim… yes! they both carried love in their heart.

Now, Karthick knew Shakthi well and more and his parent too. He don’t want to wait anymore, he wanted to propose her. One finest day! Karthick proposed Shakthi by texting to her mobile. Shakthi, as if waiting for long time for this to happen, with great joy and smile, she readily accepted him. She was also happy that her parents had already replied in her favor.

After achieving his aim, Selvan married Malar with the blessings of their parents, in the next winter as he promised. They lived like they are the happiest and loving couple on earth. Happily lived ever after!

Karthick and Shakthi married soon in an year time after Karthick became a team leader. They lived like they are the happiest and loving couple on earth. Happily lived ever after!

Thanks to technology
Now, love is easy to reach!

Thanks to Nisha for her pictures.

V Day...

Valentine's day!
a day for everyone...
I love Valentine's week... because i get chance to read more articles, stories, poem etc about love.
Red hued cute pictures in magazine, news papers, web pages... romantic songs and music everywhere... and there are lot more reasons too...

But i wonder! may be you too, if u r a guy who is reading...
Y? why are most of the articles about love, every where written only by guys? boys? men?
...
Love is always expressed only by guys huh?
I didn't see any single article about love written by a girl, in a weekly magazine!
I wonder!
May be am wroing, but this is what i witnessed ;P

Fine, i have a wish for long time... to write a post in Thamizh. But I don't have an idea how to write here in thamizh... i mean without errors!
i don't want anyone to question me about thamizh and point my errors. yeah! i don't bother about English,.. and it is not my mother tongue.
Well,
here below are few lines in thanglish(thamilz words in english letters)...
anyone who wish can translate it in english and also can post it in tamizh fonts.

Mazhaikaha kathiruntha varanda nilamum,
Vaana villukaha kathiruntha neela vanamum,
Vidumuraikaha kathiruntha palli sirargalum,
Sirargalukaha kathiruntha palli maramum,
kadarkariyil, Thunaikaha kathiruntha avalin kaladi thadamum,
Karaiyil kathiruntha siru padagum,
iravukaha kathiruntha pagalum,
pagalukaha kathiruntha iravum,
ellamum en ninaivai thottu sendrana,
nan un kurunjeithikaha kathiruntha tharunathil...


P.S. Nothing good above and nothing behind the italic words too... This is just fun...

Faith

He and She entered the church with more faith than ever in their life. They are in love for long time but that was the first time they prayed together in church with more hope, more faith, more love and more fear.
Kneeling, folding the hands and closing the eyes she started to talk to Jesus... "Jesus! Thanks for everything that You did for me, Thanks for carrying my sins and sorry too. Guard me from evil and direct me to happiness...
Bless my parents and elders, ... thus the list of requests started and .. and.. and.. continued...
everyone should be happy and bless them for the same... and continued... my love who is near me, I love him more, bless us to be together all through the life, with more love, more care, more faith and more happiness... Answer his prayers too... Amen".

Kneeling, folding his hands and closing the eyes he started to pray... " Dear Lord! the girl with me, I love her more than my life, Make her wishes come true, answer her prayers... that is all i need... Amen"... He finished his prayer in short and opened his eyes like a new man and started to enjoy the beauty of his girl praying to God, under the beam of sun rays than passed through the aisle windows, that makes scene of God blessing her... He enjoyed seeing her lips whispering the prayer in the yellow hue from the hundreds of candles which glowed the faith of caring and loving hearts.

PS. I never prayed to God with whole the heart. I know my mom pray for me and for everyone. Its always She who caries he in herself, she know what he wants.

And thanks Nisha for the picture from ur photography album :)

oru chinna Love story

Its almost quarter passed 9 in the morning when i reached station. I searched for my friend but i didn't see him there, we planned to meet in the station by 9am. I buzzed him to his mobile but no response, he might be driving.
Huff... i felt happy... i reached before him!
I didn't find any seating in the lobby though its one of the major station in the city. I moved towards the less crowded corner of the lobby, stuffing back the book i was reading,in to the bag. I reached the water bottle in my bag and sipping the water, i glanced the lobby to find some interesting scene to entertain myself till my friend reach.
Bad luck, all i saw was the crowd rushing to take tickets, broken windows, dusted cream colored wall with notice papers all around, spitted corners...
i checked my mobile and i see no sms...
boring boring... I felt i can pass time talking to Yogi, i buzzed her, no response and then i remember, she never get up before 10am on holidays and its only 9.20am.
When i was cursing myself coming early before my friend and i could have finished my breakfast before i leave my home.
I relaxed myself with the support of wall.

and

I felt a bright light passing on my left, something urged me to see the side...
my head turned to the left without my command rushing i should not miss the scene.
OMG, it is not a light or something else that i sensed but a beautiful girl. I saw a small gang surrounding her, may be her family or friends but i said to myself,
Why should i mind?...
I last in her... she is beautiful.
how will one explain a beautiful girl?
okay... i can tell she looks like a Barbie or an Angel( though i haven't seen any Angel before). no no! she is beautiful like Joshna, my niece and a well known example for a beauty.
oops! i thought Joshna is the one and only beauty until now. But there is another girl on earth.
she looks active though not naughty.
She didn't notice me, but i did saw her continuously and i don't remember if i closed my eye lids... now, I believed in Love at first sight...
I prayed! Oh God, prove me your presence once again. Make her to talk to me.
How silly i am, I can talk to her myself if am really interested in her. Y should i blame God. Let Him take care of someone else life by the time.
And something attracted me towards her. she was in my favorite color, her hair was dark, long unlike other girls of her age and Christ her smile is cho cute.
i cleaned my spex to clear my vision to confirm if she get dimples when smiling...
I totally lost in her! She looked cute, beautiful, innocent, divine, pure and what else will i tell to explain her.
I prayed again. God, make her to talk to me ... please... I believe U r here somewhere in the crowd.
I heard Leo coffee Ads music... oops! my mobile tone... call from my friend.
He reached me finally after confirming the place am waiting.
He started explaing the problems he faced until he reached here. But who cared... i lost myself in her...
I don't know if he sensed what am doing, he raised his voice and am back to him.
he said, Lets go, we are late already!
What? we? it was he who came late!!! but i don't feel like telling this... of course, i lost in her already...
and then to my surprise, i felt i was landed in dreamland...
my friend took me to the girl and the gang :)
Did God heard me?!
well, he started introducing me to everyone...
again!!! who care... introduce the girl first u dumbo,
Shakthi... Her name is Shakthi... to my surprise, thats my fav name for long time. Now i looked into her eyes when he introduced her.
I gave a naughty smile, but she never minded. When everyone getting along with my friend, i tried my luck with Shakthi. I smiled at her again, she never minded but i didn't give up.
i showed some funny expressions, she might have felt irritating and she turned her face to the other side. I felt bad of myself and i felt stupid too. I cursed myself and i turned to my friend.
Again, he said "we are late!" but this time to the gang...
We excused from them and moved towards the exit of the station.
I turned back to see Shakthi, if she wanted to say bye!
"Stupid! remember she didn't even smiled at you and how can you except her to say bye", someone inside me sounded hard...
But to my surprise, she signaled me bye!
I pinched myself to confirm that am not dreaming...and i showed my hand in return with a smile :)
and now i cursed my friend for reaching early! or i might have got more time to see her...

Days rolled on as usual...

and when i crossed that station daily, i prayed God to show her again forgetting that i saw her on a holiday. I bought a small teddy bear and couple of chocos for her, hoping she will accept them when i meet her again.

Goodness!!!
And it happened, after 4 plus weeks...
I saw her again at the same station, this time alone with her mom.
This time on an another holiday and i was alone... so i rushed myself to them...
i greeted them, her mom greeted me back and Shakthi, the cute girl gave me a cute smile :)
she was more beautiful than before. She looked more naughty.
When i gave her a funny smile she moved behind her mom. I really don't have any idea to talk to them, but i felt i want to talk to the girl.
The conversation between me and her mom started in general... But my eyes starred at the girl, who gave her cute smile at times. I hope she too liked me. Thank to God again, He proved He is near me. When she smiled at me this time, i noticed something...
oops! her mom diverted me with her question and i really don't remember the question.
Finally i asked her mom to know how often they come here to the station., thinking i could catch Shakthi back when they come here again,
But ... She said they are here in the city for a summer vacation and they will be leaving to their town in a week time, since Shakthi's 2nd standard class is starting in couple of weeks.
I felt sad, very sad... I told myself that i will miss her... i greeted Shakthi to study well.
I gave her the Teddy bear and chocos, this time she came to me with bright smile and i noticed it again...
oops! again, her mom diverted asking her to thank me.
She thanked me with a kiss. I said "i love u" with a kiss on her forehead (she really have a dark long hair like my niece)...
Am late already. I greeted her mom and Shakthi.
This time when i turned towards them after 4 steps, she said bye with joy and love, She sounds loud...

Broken voice inside me said bye... hoping to meet her again, soon, somehow!


P.S. I started with something and ended up here. I never planned for this but i planned to finish it in 15 lines, i really couldn't. Don't take it as story, since it is not formatted as story. It is just a bla bla bla... i didn't even check the proof, i just want this to be a first feel outcome, i don't want second thoughts.
I will update a small concept behind this post soon in this space.